I was supposed to sleep at 9:30… It’s a 3:30 am and I’m drunk
Had an insightful conversation with my Self. Asked myself why I liked you and all I could think of was—his detachedness is attractive. My Self told myself that wasn’t a very good reason to like someone. Learned a lot about myself and the experiences I’ve created
hurts so bad
Orientalism was inherently racist, patronizing & imperialistic but the artwork that stemmed from it was absolutely beautiful…wish it weren’t so.
1. Whirling Dervishes, Jean Leon Gerome
2. The Prayer, Jean Leon Gerome
3. The Door of a Cafe in Cairo, John Frederick Lewis
4. Phryne, Gustave Boulanger
5. The Return, Gustav Boulanger
I’m wishing more and more that i believed in SOMETHING i wanna know that the way i feel now is making way for something better in the future. But its not, its just fucking life, that’s all, and i just feel empty and bored.
“Get scared. It will do you good. Smoke a bit, stare blankly at some ceilings, beat your head against some walls, refuse to see some people, paint and write. Get scared some more. Allow your little mind to do nothing but function. Stay inside, go out - I don’t care what you’ll do; but stay scared as hell. You will never be able to experience everything. So, please, do poetical justice to your soul and simply experience yourself.”
– Albert Camus, Notebooks, 1951-1959 (via larmoyante)
I love Montreal but there’s something about driving into the city in the afternoon sun that makes me feel lonely and depressed as fuck.
“Why should I fear death? If I am, death is not. If death is. I am not. Why should I fear that which cannot exist when I do?”
– Epicurus (via jarrodis)
“Tfw no God”
– Friedrich Nietzsche (via taylorswifthecreator)